Sorry Geh: The World got the Best of Me

Yesterday I found myself at my landlords daughter graduation party. It was amazing to see the joy of a recent high school grad ready to get out into the world. It didn't dawn on me until a few moments ago that on this day 6 years ago I too took a strut across the stage.




 I once was this innocent naive girl who kept her head in the books, feet striding down a track, and dreams beyond the clouds. So much has happened in the last six years none which that girl pictured above could have ever saw coming. When we're so young we planned out these lives that aren't always realistic. So I figured it's the best time to apologize to young TK for I have not lived out her dreams.lol

1. Sorry for not being on the road to marriage in fact I'm glad you picked that white dress for prom because it's no telling when such thing will occur again. Let's be real 25 wasn't a realistic age to be married anyway.

2. Sorry for not appreciating that body that 4 years of running track built. One day I will get back to a size near you.

3. Most of all sorry for letting the world taint your heart and instill fear in you. You were so pure and such a go getter. You were genuine and not afraid to go out on a limb for anything. You never hesitated when you put your mind to something and girl I am fighting hard to get that back. As I go through life I have to channel the inner 18 year old me. In this life I tend to let my fears get the best of me. I'll slowly get back to a better version of her.

P.S. I won't let you down fine geh, we will plan the Christmas party at the white house.

Xoxo Kolleh